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Im kind of Scared...

written: 22.02.25 00:25 published: 28.02.25 12:26

Im kind of scared...

im writing this becouse i need to just spell aout my thougts to feel better... well today me and my dad went to the docotor and i thought i was doing so well i was so happy and everything was looking up! but... the docotor said i had lost so much weight that i am now criticly underweight... wich means i am at risk of spontanius heart failure becouse i am 10-12kg to light she (the doctor) even said i should refrain from doing any sports becouse its too risky wich is a bummer becouse the school volyball games were coming up and i was going to play in them and i was realy exited! but i should probbly refrain from that for my own personal health and focus on gaining weight very very fast becouse this is realy realy bad and im as i said in the title kinda scared like? Spontanios heart failure... Thats Scary! thast very scary and i cant sleep this happend so fast and now that i think about it yeah i didnt eat or drink almost anything for the last few months but... i just didnt notice? not at all, not even a single bit and now me and my parents are trying to make a rutine so i can gain a lot of weight but i am just overwelmed, scared, and confused this is too much too fast too spontanius... and even tho i am pretty shure i wont have a heart failure becouse i am Fealing pretty good just knowing its a posability and that the risk is big egnouth that i have to refrain from sport is very scary like i cant just ignore that can i?... what im trying to say here is i dont know im scared and i want this to be better very fast tomorow ill probabyl feel better when i have something else on my mind altho the thouts is looming over me every minute... and im aware this is probabyl not readable and no ones gonna read this anyway but this was for me i wrote this text for myslef. So i could feel better and layout all my thoughts becouse my mind was and still is a mess. if you did read this i am very thankfull you lisined to me talk about my troubles and i am trully thankfull

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